I started getting sick yesterday. Probably just a cold, but it is bad enough to make me miserable. As always, when I am getting sick- my mood plummets. Yesterday I didn't know what to do with myself I was so depressed. Today I am just mostly tired- pretty exhausted, really. I can't believe how exhausted I am. And I am going through tissues, but it isn't too bad.
I am scared that part of how I am feeling is a reaction to the 25mg of Lamictal that I am taking- but I think that is unlikely. It is more likely from being sick than from such a tiny dose. Still, it is a lousy time to be starting Lamictal.
The best laid plans... I was going to stay late at work to do notes. And do some shopping before my vacation, and laundry, and clean... I am not doing much today other than treat my patients and I managed to get a haircut. That means tomorrow and Sunday morning will be hell. I have so much to do before I leave for vacation.
But it will be really good to go on vacation. I have gone anywhere in a while. I need to get away. I decided not to go with the backpacking but to go to a workshop at the Omega Institute. And then next weekend I go to visit my brother because my niece is getting baptized.